Sometimes, it really amuses me how talks and get you to think a lot about everything that has been happening later. I'm glad I talked about it. It got me thinking, is this something I wanted for myself or for you? This long and pointless battle we've all been through was for nothing. Losing her once was bad enough and I never ever ever want to lose her again. That's how much she means to me. And if that means that I have to change the way I feel about you. Then I'm willing to do it. Trust, is something that we all have to earn. You earned yours however, you also lost it. And now, you certainly haven't earned it back. However, I'm willing to take chances because I'm trying to trust you with someone dear to me. Of course, I know what happen and everything, so i believe I'm in the position to judge. What she went through was unnecessary and purely disgusting. I would never want her to ever go through it again. I want to to promise that you will never ever hurt her in anyway. Because, if you both get married, I will be losing a part of me. Things has already changed and I'm sure it's going to continue to do so. The ever constant. I think it's really time I put the past behind. Maybe you might not be able to apprehend what I'm feeling because you never had anyone like her. She's was never lucky to have found you. You should be feeling that way. After all you did, if it was someone else, she would have dumped you. Despite all that many said and did, she still stand by you. And I hope you will never let her down again. Let's just put it this way, I have come to this point where I'm putting acceptance before me.
