What brings me back?

What brings me back? - Almost everything. I feel like I need someone to talk to, but apparently the someone is just not who she use to be. I know this is going to sound selfish, but I want that someone to be there all the time not only when I need here, and any saint person would agree that we would always want someone to stand by us all the time. Now with the type of commitment I have, things are really getting hell lot tougher than it used to be. All those shit I had in secondary school is nothing compared to what I'm going through right now. Maybe it's just me, I don't know. Everyone's changing that includes me, I mean, what would the world be without change. We will probably be living in the 1960s right now. Where people get rest just because they are old and not earn. This is not ancient china where everyone gets respect, this is the 21st century singapore where everyone earns their respect. I know what brings me back. The freedom - you are not limited to your own expression. It's like this platform for you to just speak all out. Well, this is not going to be my everyday diary where I rant about everything and everyone per se but more of how I'm doing and how everything around me is coming alone. So that one day when I look back, I know how I've come a long way.

FROM JIAN WEI

10 YEARS OF FRIENDSHIP AND MANY MORE TO COME

'Hi Hi, thought I drop you a message to say Happy birthday! 18 is the age for more nonsense to come! As much as i would like to fool around I make this as serious as possible. I know you way back in time. It's NPCC that brought us close. Through it we went beyond mere friends. So this birthday I wish the best for you in whatever you do but most importantly you must know that i always have you back!!! keep the faith.'

FROM MY BELOVED WIFE:)

hello husband! ive been seeing so little of you lately, running around saving the world again? I guess so. There probably wouldnt be another time where we'd be sitting tgt in class, you being lame, having inside jokes, and just making me laugh with your oh so lame jokes. I'm gonna miss all that. Every single thing. One of the best things of coming to new town was meeting you, you were different, and till now i still have no idea how we could become this close.

However our relationship is truely platonic, and for that, im glad. You always have the best advice, what to do, what not to do,"this isnt right", "omg, do that", "yes yes, sure, this is fine", "no, vondra... youre wrong", and lastly, your favourite phrase, "VONDRA, SHUT UP OKAY BITCH, LET ME TALK, NOW IM TALKING, YOU LISTEN!!" which would make me go all *rolls eyes* HAHA.

one thing that im so grateful for, is that you're always honest. No matter what, if im right, you'll say i am. when im wrong, you'll say im wrong. you never fail to stand up for what you believe in, and you're always there for me - through rain or shine. Whatever thats bothering you - you'll say it - right there and then - which is not something everyone can do. You, as a best friend, a husband, never ever puts me down, no matter what. you're always there for me when no one is. If there's a "FRIEND WHO'LL ALWAYS BE BEHIND YOU WHEN YOU TURN AROUND" award, it'll definitely be you. i am serious.

you are some one so significant to me, i cant lose you, not even after secondary sch~ you hear me?! OR ELSE. you are like a brother to me, the older brother i never had, the best friend, the teacher, the counselor, the one who reasons with me, tells me right from wrong, stands up for me, a listener, and some one to guide me through everything, anytime, anywhere. GAHHHH enough of all this.

I just want to wish you A VERY VERY VERY HAPPY BIRTHAY!!!

you mean the world to me. nono, you mean the whole universe to me!

I'll always rmb this conversation we had.

Karthik: TSK. YOUR VOICE JUST ANNOYS ME. SERIOUSLY.

me: really? one day when i die, you wont get to hear it anymore..

karthik: ..... CHOI! DONT ANYHOW SAY LA!!

see, i know he actually loves me DEEP DEEP (:

hehehe, i love you too la k? :D ♥♥♥♥♥♥

love, your one and only WIFE! :D

IT IS OUR PARADE:) CIBTC D'10 POP:)

COMMANDER AND FI:)

THE COMMANDERS:)

BUNK 31:) AWESOME PEEPS:)

MY BUNKMATE AND ATC MATE:) BRYAN:)

WEI LING AND ME:)

SYARIFF:) MY SQUAD/BUNK AND ATC MATE:) COOL DUDE:)

YI LIN:) WHO NEVER FAILS TO MAKE ME LAUGH:)

MY FIRST INSPIRATION TO DO BETTER:) JIAMIN MA'AM. ONE WHO IS MOTIVATIONAL AND WHO DOESN'T STOP BELIEVING IN YOU:)

MY SECOND INSPIRATION. LI LING MA'AM. ONE WITH GREAT PERSONALITY AND STYLE:) MY SOURCE OF INSPIRATION AND MOTIVATION DURING TOUGH TIMES.

MY THIRD INSPIRATION. JING HONG MA'AM. ONE WHO HAS PATIENCE.

BRANDON SIR:)

SABRINA AND KENNETH:)

JACKSON AND SABRINA:)

SABRINA AND ME:)

CHANEL AND ME:)

MY BUNKMATE SAMSON AND ME:)

EUGENE AND ME:)

JIAN WEI AND ME:)

MY BUDDY/AWESOME AND GO FRIEND:)))

HE WENT THROUGH THICK AND THIN WITH ME TOGETHER:)

PC AND CC:)

OC AND HIS CIs:)

ALPHA:)

MY MUM AND I:)

MY AUNT AND I

MY MUM AND AUNT DONNING THE RANK:)

MY AWESOME WIFE:):):)

OMG! IT HAS BEEN 8 DAYS SINCE I LAST SAW MY WIFE!!! AND I HAVE TO ADMIT THAT LIFE HAS BEEN DULL AND BORING WITHOUT HER! MISS HER STUPIDITY AND ALL THE NONSENSE SHE SAYS AND DOES! LIKE SERIOUS! AND I CAN BELIEF THAT I AM GOING TO MISS HER FOR MORE DAYS LA! SHE IS GOING TO BE AWAY WILL THE 15TH AND I WONT BE ABLE TO SEE THERE TILL THEN! THESE ARE JUST FEW DAYS. WHEN I WAS AWAY, I WOULD THINK OF ALL THE STUPID THINGS SHE WOULD SAY AND DID AND I WOULD LAUGH TO MYSELF! I GUESS I REALLY MISS HER ALOT! APPARENTLY SHE IS ONE, NO!!! IN FACT SHE IS THE BEST FRIEND,BUDDY,WIFE I HAVE EVER HAD AND I TREASURE THIS RELATIONSHIP.

This was during lesson!

This was during Art lesson! And it was taken after we got scolded from Mr Dass! And i blame vondra!

Her ugly/stupid/retarded face!

AND HER BEAUTIFUL NATURAL SMILE:))))